Chapter 36
She probed, half–joking. I saw through it, smiling expressionlessly.“Ms. Warren, you worry too much. Mr. Hamilton treats Ms. Warren with such sincerity, why should Ms. Warren still doubt Mr. Hamilton’s true feelings?”
Caroline’s expression stiffened, but she held it together.
Jaxson was outwardly kind to her, but distant.
She was terrified that his guilt would fade, leaving her with nothing.
She feigned calmness.“How could I suspect Jaxson? He’s been good to me, even though I left him years ago, he still remembers me. You have no idea how happy he’s been staying with me these days, keeping me company with Collin!”
“Oh, by the way, don’t be fooled by Jaxson’s cold attitude towards women; actually, he is really very passionate in the bed. If it weren’t for my feelings, I wouldn’t be able to handle it.”
Her words hung in the air, a freshly–moisturized allure.
I froze, speechless.
My reflection in the mirror: pale, colorless.
“Dr. Sutton, are you okay?” Caroline asked, deliberately approaching, casually slipping a bracelet into her bag.
She’d said those words to gauge my reaction, but now… she was certain.
I was involved with Jaxson!
She wouldn’t allow any other woman to succeed!
I came to my senses, removing her hand. “It’s nothing, just remembered something else.”
I turned and walked into a stall.
My head buzzed.
I’d guessed they’d sleep together, but the cruelty of my own thoughts never matched the bluntness of her words.
He’d never considered my feelings.
I’d loved him, going along with it, despite the painful experiences, self–hypnotizing myself.
Before, his touch had suggested some feeling.
But now, seeing the truth…
A man’s body and heart, sex and love, are separate.
To him, I was more a tool for sexual release than his wife.
I was truly stupid…